Wednesday, Dec 16

ah, another cold and sunny morning. blah. i hate getting up before the sunrise and trudging out in the cold. i guess i'm happy i don't have to walk to the train anymore. ugh.

i slept like shit last night. not only was i having some sort of indigestion, but i just couldn't get warm. even after i put on more layers, i still had goose bumps. every time i rolled over, i'd wake up because i'd remember how cold i was. finally, at 5am, i was toasty and sleeping like the dead. and had to get up an hour later. :( plus, my stomach was so painfully empty, i had to get up to eat a banana.

BREAKFAST
rice krispies w/ almond milk and 1 tsp sugar

i ran out of black tea, so i stopped by walgreens to pick up a diet cherry pepsi. probably not the best choice, but when you cut back on everything, there has to be a little joy somewhere, right?

[LATER]
holy cow, not only did i fall off the wagon, it ran me over a few times.

LUNCH
chicken wrap in the caf, with ranch and fries. goddamn, was it good. i was STARVING.

SNACK
can't remember. maybe nothing because i ate a big lunch.

DINNER
PIZZA HUT!!!! half of a large pizza. i enjoyed every. damn. piece. i had a shite day and did some emotional eating to make myself feel better. it worked.

no dessert.